don't retake your A's again unless you have the absolute resolve
to do so, and you know deep down that you're not going to give up
halfway or 3/4 way. It's tiring, you'll be miserable because
everything is on repeat, you will feel so fked up, and knowing this
society now, people will look at you different. they will, even
though they don't say it to your face or show it, they will. just
saying. and since you're being realistic about the possibility of
not being able to afford going overseas to study, then fine, scrape
that idea. it's not a lost cause just because you can't go
overseas. it's not that easy to just hop to another country. if it
was, everyone would be doing just that. if its one thing to be
HOPING that pastures are greener out there, it's another thing to
be taking crazy bank loans to fuel that hope. don't do that. NEVER,
ever take up a bank loan if you can help it. because once you start
taking one up, you'll be paying that shit back through your nose
and mouth for years to come. if you're going to carry on being
realistic, then option 2 is probably the most practical at this
point. you still have years ahead, you can finish this diploma, and
if you can get into a local uni, GREAT. if you can't? go out and
work, gain all the experience, trust me, after several years you'll
realize you don't need to go back to school anymore. and then if
you feel you want to go back and study, then do that. all that
experience is something you can't ever get from the lecture
theatre. right now it's so easy to ask for advice, you'll hear
hundreds of voices telling you which option you should go for, most
importantly, you go with your gut instinct and listen to
YOURSELF.
(side: a lot of people just get this whole idea of getting a
high salary wrong, because if you don't even enjoy what you're
doing, getting a high salary gets you nowhere on the happiness
index. if you're just going through the motion just to get a higher
pay, you've gotta change the mindset. i don't get how people can go
for 40-50 years working their ass off at a job they hate, JUST to
get more moo-lah. i hope you never get stuck in that situation. all
the best!)