thr is nth to be jealous of u bein xxx.
no one bullies u; u r oways the aggressor.
mabbe u tryin to fite bk for ur pride owat, i duno.
and i dun c y u shld bring fantagf into dis thread.
y r u divertin ppl's hatre of u to sumone irrelvant.
ur unfortunate past has turned u into an irrational person.
oly professional help can bring u out frm ur delusional
world.
The problem is there are many delusional people advising me to join
them.
And there's one asking me right now.
Many delusional people doesn't really creates one
non-delusional society you know. 
Although it may seems that way once I becomes one of those
delusional people by giving in to their nonsense request.
But thanks, I know myself better than you.