Hello TS,
Understand you are having a tough time in your CCA. I feel that,
if you really do not like it, you should speak to your teacher
about it & let him/her know how you really feel.
Due to the pressure in
schools, I believe there are rules stating that every student has
to have a CCA. Perhaps you could consider changing your CCA to have
a change in environment.
Based on what you have written
above, it seems that you're not trying to get back at whoever is
treating you unfairly but more of pure disdain for your CCA
itself.
Your teacher will understand
that a Co-curricular activity is supposed to allow students to
enjoy their non-academic time and pick up life skills that are not
found in acadeimic curriculum. If a student does not enjoy his CCA,
it will not help much with his school experience and his character
as a person.
Do also let your parents know that you are unable to cope with
the physical and mental stress of being in a CCA that you do not
favour. Remember to give your teacher some time to help you as some
rules are not easily overturned. If you feel that the changes are
not benefitting you, do speak to them again or you may even
escalate this to the principal.
There is nothing wrong or fearful with meeting a higher
authority as we are all just humans. What we hope to achieve at the
end of the day is a more positive schooling experience for
you.
Do drop me a personal message if you still require other
advice.
Thanks!