Hello! 
First of all, I am a secondary school student that is in a
particular CCA. I actually don't mind my CCA activities but I
honestly find CCA very stressful and it's even worse than my study
stress and everything else combined. Whenever I think about it I
feel even worse. This is because I really, really detest my CCA
mates and I feel uncomfortable even around those I like more in my
CCA.
We have an elections coming up in August and we have to do an
interview in front of the whole CCA. I feel very anxious because my
CCA is full of politics and b*tches who are very close to the
seniors but treat me like s*it even though we are in the same
level. I can't skip my CCA and I feel very, very, very anxious
going to CCA. I've tried multiple times to make friends with this
other bitchy clique but they have all shot me down or put up some
kind of false personality. Even though we are supposed to be
bonded!
I'm not sure how to put it
into words but I just hate being surrounded by these people and the
thought of them makes me feel like vomiting /very anxious and I can
only worry about it.
Is there anyway to stop getting stressed by these trivial
issues? Should I take to my CCA teachers or form teachers? Advice
would be appreciated. 