Hi Mugen, you sound very confused. You are graduating, from
where, poly or ITE? What have you learnt in your studies? if you
cannot find that, any other courses or studies WILL NOT help
you!
When you write essay, what is important is what are you writing,
a few gramatical errors does not matter, as long you are able to
express yourself. Simply words will enable your essay to be read by
simply people. If your essays can make people understand you
better, learn from you, identify with your thoughts, ....that is a
great achievement! So focus on the rigth things.
If you screw things up during
national service, even in an admin unit, don't blame NS. Have you
learnt after the screw up? Most Singaporean have so much to talk
about, tough training( but we pulled through), lousy food (but we
survived and grew stronger), stupid corporal ( so it was us the
private who got the things done), idle platoon mate ( whom we gave
blanket party, siok!) ....Armed Forces is a place where we work as
a team, no rambo or self proclaimed general. If you went through NS
with the discipline for team work, you should have many good
friends to contact after ORD, if you have learnt from the mistakes
that you made, you have grown!!
If you take a job to find you interest, you are wasting your
employers time, your colleagues trust....Try your best in
everything you do, every job you take, you may learn to like many
things. Sometimes interest comes from the effort you put in your
persue of excellence.