Anna Nicole Smith
chronicled her battle with depression and her struggle with her
weight in the early 1990s in two diaries that are now up for
auction along with other Smith memorabilia.
The diaries, which were made exclusive to The Associated Press,
contained several grammatical errors and mentioned her relationship
with husband J. Howard Marshall II. "I've been really stressed out
lately and depressed and I can't quit eating. I feel like a pig.
Howard has been buying me som jewelry but he call me 15 or 20 times
a day it drives me crazy. I love him but he aggravates me
somtimes."
As Marshall grew ill, Anna wrote: "Hes so very weak and fragile
When I touch him Im afraid he might break," she wrote. "If Jesus
desides to take him I dont no what I'll do. I love him so much it
hurts me to site and watch him when hes hurting I just want to hold
him touch him let him no how much I care."
Anna also wrote about her stint as a Guess model and the pressure
to be thin. "I'm starving!! I've been starving myself," she
confessed. The Playboy Playmate alos revealed she took the
over-the-counter weight-loss pill Zantrex in an entry dated June
13, 1992.
Bidding on Smith's diaries will start at $20,000 at the Heritage
Auction Galleries of Dallas in a few weeks.
Source from yahoo!
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