Okay, as the topic title says, I'm leaving for Thailand with my
church for a mission trip tomorrow afternoon, and I won't be back
until the 28th, which is next Thursday.
We'll be visiting many schools and orphanges, but unfortunately I'm
suddenly dreading going, especially after the bad experience at
church today when we were finishing up everything (packing,
practices, etc.). I ended up getting pissed at 3/4 of my church,
because it seems like I'm always more than willing to help out
people, but when it's the other way round, no one can be bothered
about me. To put it bluntly, pratically no one in my church cares
about me at all.
What really upsetted me was that today after we finished up around
6pm, it was still raining so I decided to run to the train station,
and as I approached the traffic light, there were 3 other girls
from my church all seeking shelter under one umbrella. They saw me
coming, but when I reached them they just turned their heads around
and pretended as if they didn't see me, probably hoping I'd walk on
by. I just went near them and said "You can quit pretending you
didn't see me", then stood in front of them, while still getting
drenched by the rain. Then one of the girls gave a very safe
comment; she just said "Err, you know, it's raining right now. Why
don't you stand here until the traffic light changes?". I just
replied back to them "You obviously don't want me around, so just
quit pretending to be nice." Unfortunately, the worst part is that
I'm nice to all 3 of these girls, and especially nice to 1 of them,
but this is how they treat me in the end, and this is just one
example of majority of my church.
Anyway, I'm done complaining about them. Just going to pray that
the next week would hopefully be enjoyable. Besides that, Merry
Christmas to you guys. Your rock more than most of the people at my
church. 
Love you all,
Jenn
