Just like my username, socky. I'm now 21 years old and now I'm
beginning to experience of what most adults happily and painfully
went through..... friends, enemies, hatred, love etc. Lets start
with my workplace. Back in the day when i'm newly entered this
workplace, I could not wait to get out of it but i have to stay due
to my contract so i can't run away. My seniors in that place bully
me and of course, i saw it coming being a junior and all. Let me
alone in the dark, disturb when i'm sleeping etc but as time goes
by they are becoming more and more like a friend or should i say
brother to me. Reason they did all these because to them, it makes
us "closer" in friendship. I just reluctanly agreed. Days and days
and days went by, one by one my friends left the workplace because
of their contract has been done. It brings sadness yet happiness to
me when they left knowing that they are now free and open minded of
what they planning to do. My closest ones are "johnny" and "young"
in that workplace.
These friends of mine who under contract are the ones that I'm
working with side by side, lets call these people "orders". There
are also another group of the rest of my colleagues that are
working with me but not as "side by side"..... they are more of an
assistant to us. Lets call these whole group as "watchers. These
people in watchers are quite a number of them working. The orders
are like only a few of us working... between 10-14? sometimes less.
Honestly speaking, i am closer to watchers than to orders... well
some of them by the way. You see, last year.... watchers are
divided into two different companies but their roles are still the
same. To make it short, call them group A and group B. I'm more
fond of the people in Group B because they are fun to talk
to.
But as times goes by, Some disagreement with their agencies and
Group B will be no longer in workplace. I was totally bumped out. I
made some cheery friends in Group A but not as much as Group B.
Since they be leaving, lots of newcomers will be coming to take
over their place and now the entire Group A working with us. There
are one of the people in watchers that kinda catch my eye during
that time..... she's working in Group A but i didn't talk to
her.... not until Group B left the building then i have became so
bored so i called up her through my workplace phone. She is rather
fun to talk to.... not just looks. We talked and talked till my
senior comes by so i have to stop since i don't want to raise any
suspicioun. One thing i really enjoy talking to her is that when we
communicate, we both dont have feelings towards each other. I know
she dont have any feelings towards me... same goes for me. Through
my vision, most girls when you spent your time talking majority of
the time, she will have a feeling that you liked her. But this girl
is different. So i talked to her most of the time until .....
another batch... a new batch came then things in that environment
gone... fun but awkward.