one word. lonely.probably deprived or rather my heart is filled
with emptiness.I need a special one to filled it completely.
you need to buy a ps3, pc.
buy some games.
better then doing nothing 
okayokay.. tell u real de.
focus on your studies first.
make yourself more appealing.
add confidence to yourself. if you need to spend some money,
SPEND IT!
confidence, not arrogrant!
1. when you focus on your studies and good at it. you can help
people, and of cos you can help girls, then ya know. when guys are
helpful and spend lots of time together feeling will develope.
2. good looking, HEY! no one is ugly okay. only ppl who are
lazy! go for a work out if you must. get a new haircut. buy new
clothes!
3. read something useful. forexample news paper that can add to
your general knoledge.