change is inevitable. for me i get bored of stuff easily, thats
why i need to be constantly changing, same goes for my
interest..
maybe, and there's also a part of me that don't want to go
back..and besides, i don't think i really have the passion for it,
my reason for wishing that i hadn't stopped is plainly because
there're pieces i want to play, i guess you can call it, the
melodies of life.
I am currently trying to learn how to play Melodies of
Life(FF9)...in fact i am writing the notes(the letters so that i
know wat keys to press) 
sigh....my basic also haven even started...i am like Grade 0,
because i just started a few months back back with no proper
training nor did i really practice from the start, i just jump
start to harder songs because i dun feel like playing kiddy
songs