The last time I had anything that comes close to a "celebration"
was in pri sch. In my whole life I had only truly celebrated
birthday twice. In P3 and P4. Last time familly had this old
chinese traditional thinking about birthdays.
That celebrating birthdays is like... celebrating the "moment your
mother risked her life and nearly died bringing you into the
world"... Parents opposed to celebrating my birthday. 
oh well...
birthdays are sad days for me... i see ppl happy, celebrating with
family, etc... Me? Kena scold when I said I wanna have small
celebration.
This yr just wanna have small simple meal with frens.
