sometimes she makes it look as though she might be interested in
me too, and yet too sometimes, she just suddenly shuts herself out
completely. shes oh so very confusing.
i've told her how i feel about her, shes told me to take it slow
but i don't even know if she feels the same way towards me and i
dare not ask.
anybody here believe in signs? i call her bumblebee, and ever
since the day i met her, 6 months ago, ive been seeing bees all
over.
the first bee was a dead bee though, that was right under my
flat. then after that i've been seeing posters using bees, bee
playgrounds, bee banners, and all sorts of things using bees.
i'm thinking, all of these might be signs, but i might just be
dumb and it might all just be coincidental you know?
and for some reason, i keep feeling like shes the one.
shes the only thing ive been thinking about for these past few
months.
sometimes i want to text her things like "my heart thinks of you
more often than it thinks of me. and too, my heart wants to be
closer to you than to me. my heart cares more about you than it
does for me. see, i've told you my heart belongs to you. do you
believe me now?"
i'm just plain dumb arent i?
when a girl says... 'take it slow'... she means it... and it
meant... 'my friend, let's just be friends 1st
bah...'
"Why (Are We Still
Friends)" Lyrics by 98 Degrees
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why
I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine