Well i guess i started crossdressing when i was 4. I will tell
my sis 'let's go wear mum's lingerine' and my sis will agree and we
will wear them. We will start giggling to each other. We were never
caught.
Once, my mum was out shopping for clothes for me. She was getting
frustrated because she couldn't find one suitable for me. Finally
she saw a yellow skorts (shorts inside and skirt on the outside).
She told me to wear it. The shopkeeper told my mum it's for girls.
To which she replied 'never mind. it's shorts inside. anyway, still
young.' We eventually bought the skorts and when my father learnt
about it, he forbid me from wearing outside. Thus i only wear the
skorts at home
It makes
me thrilled enough.
When i was 7, i got into the same school as my sis. I started to
fantasize about wearing my sis's pinaform. I will get up late at
night and wear my sis's pinaform. After which i change school. My
sis also change school. as such, my pinaform also change.
As i grew up, the urge grow and i started to wear my sis's skirts/
dresses even during daytime when no one is at home/ or they are
busy doing something. It was great.
Eventually, I got into seconday school. My sis was in a different
school but it never stopped me. I continue to wear my sis's school
uniform. I also bought my school female uniform by lying to the
seller that its for my sis. I also wear the girl guides/netball
uniform when my sis was a girl guides and netball player. It was a
shiok feeling. I want more.
Later on, i went to a JC. one bad occasion, i even stole a set of
female uniform. I feel thrilled. From there on, i was able to wear
skirt beneath my school pants. It was a great school day for me
every day. I also went to toilets and started changing to female
uniform, enjoying myself before i change back to male uniform. I
was very scared to get caught in school. Sometimes, i even wore the
school blouse(no pockets) to school but i was never
caught
I was caught finally by my mum wearing my sis skirt at home. Her
immediate reaction was gosh you look quite nice on it. Maybe more
nice than on my sis(I was thinner). After which she forget about
the incident. I continue crossdressing. Sometimes now, i started to
wear bra and panties when no one was around. It was choking but
still great.
One day, i need to go to a beach but couldn't find a suitable
shorts.
My sis offered to help and she lent me her pair of shorts which was
obviously for a female. I was stunned. but I wore it outside. I was
so happy inside.
Not forgetting the numerous occasions where my bro and sis said
that i am very girlish. Outsiders also call me 'xiao jie' and laugh
at me even when i did nothing. My friends also said that i am very
girlish and made me wear skirts/dresses for dress competition
during my secondary and JC years. It was thrilling to wear
something i like in public. i always object to wearing but i always
relent in the end.
Later, i was called up for army. I wish i could train up to be a
real man. But it was never meant to be. My officers always said
that i am very weak(worst in training) and very girlish. I feel
inferior because i couldn't swim, couldn't do well in anything. An
officer also told my parents that i am like a girl. don't dare to
do this and cannot do it even if i try. To which my parents told me
to drop out if the training is too hard and not to overexert
yourself. Eventually, i passed and was posted to be a clerk.
These days, i bought lots of skirts/dresses/school uniforms thro
online auction. It was great. But what really eluded me is an army
no3 female uniform (preferably airforce's blouse and skirt). I will
pay a high price of $50 if anyone wants to sell. 26inches skirts
should fit me.
P/S: i only love to crossdress. I am straight like most of you. I
only like girls and has no feelings for macho guys.
Anyone with crossdress experience care to share?
