Sigh... Never really want to share my moments. But some were
really mind tingling and can't help pondering over the moments...
Recieved a peck on my cheek again yesterday. This time the thrid
time. Purely a friendly gesture. All 3 were from 20-30 mins of deep
conversation. And all 3 had some dilemia of some kind
unresolvable by mudane answers.
In the past, my experiences with women were confined only to
people at work, or circle of friends. Unfortunately, women that I
had to deal with were of high percentage of sluts and bitches. To
the extent I dislike women, or rather avoid engagement. I even
turned down PAX because they were sexily dressed and drunk. I told
them with your looks you'd have no problem getting a ride home. The
next TD will take straight. Last thing I want is to be caught in a
situation I have to handle her. I am strictly against Women's
Charter anti-men laws and have a principle not to get myself caught
in a vulnerable situations.
Yes I am an extremist. I do not agree to marraige laws that
penalise men in everyway that's why I put on hold my last
relationship for 7 years, which turned out to be a very wise move
in particular to that woman. I have decided on singlehood too and
have no interest in long term relationships anymore. But these
PAXs... they bring out the warm feeling again... Something I have
not felt for a long time though short it may be. The feeling of a
women wanting to know the inside of thorny me. I'm very much an
introvert, simply refusing entry for most people into my inner
thoughts. The trouble is being a TD, somehow I open up more,
knowing I'll never have to meet them again. I guess those paxs that
I engauge deeply in have the same thoughts. We'll never meet
again... Alright, and it's back on the road again!
