CAN YOU REMEMBER?
I remember those days,
You were following me,
You siting at the back of the coach bus in pair staring at
me,
And you shy away from the camera,
You seem really nice, perhaps not wanting to be known.
And my stressed up stituation,
What is going in my mind,
Everything is driving me crazy,
My parents, my classmates and teacher seem to be shouting all
the time at me
Getting me lost in darkness and hostile world, bleeding inside
out.
The clouds and mist blows on my short hair and the stench,
You know I still got you in the back of my mind the moment I see
you on the escalator.
Yes I have misguided
childhood,
I did shout at the mirror in my hotel room,
I didn't know what I was doing,
You seem like the secret police I swear.
For a moment I felt, you are listening....
My Dad isn't best but I know what is right and what is
wrong,
I didn't dare to oppose my Dad.
I am sorry for taking your newspaper,
My Dad is prehaps rather stingy,
He finds it waste but I,
Just want it to read it....
Do you remeber siting on
the stairs,
I almost scream out, but you ran down real
fast.
And in my head, you were there, I know it all
along.
Hey just make you prensence known to me.
Whatever did I do to make you take an interest in
me.
Because I am still scared, still confused of you.
I like to eat a curry puff, just to kill some time,
Some time before my Dad comes to pick me up,
I am so scared of being lonely and I am so bored,
Nobody to talk to so I pick the corner seat,
But then I see you staring at me,
The look was so confusing,
You walk away but I do know that you are watching me.
Do you remeber siting on
the stairs,
Do you remember seeing me remove my white shoes?
I almost took a jump but then I realised you were looking at
me,
And in my head, you were there, I know it all
along.
Hey just make your prensence known to me.
Whatever did I do to make you take an interest in
me.
Because I am still scared, still confused of you.
Time just flies hey look I am sixteen now,
I would like to make things clear, but I am not sure if it is
all my imagination.
After those train rides, and you send someone to accompany me in
the lone train,
But you seem to lose interest so now I went home alone....
Do you remember my very first relationship,
I gave a guy a heart sign,
And you seem to be shocked,
And my conversation with my flower girl partner on guys and
materialistic girls.
You thought that I didn't that you are listening?...
But you still haunt my memories,
Because I have no idea what is your motive,
I hope you think good of me,
And I hope I have a nice file.
Hopefully it will not affect my chances at a government
job.
I am still trying to find a good me,
After those years of hell,
And hopefully I can a future of my own.
Can you remember, whatever I did?
