evrybody goes thru something liek this someday, whether be it a
boyfren,fren or your own parents...i know you feel sad junkie and i
know what i say is not going to make you feel better..but take it
from me, soemmmone whio is going thru hell now..., just say what
you want and tok it out...i would do sumthing if i can..i am sure
eugene will too.. 
