Dear MCs,
I believe every1 has it rights to defend for itself as i dunno i
consider my this final conclusion to be my final but i think in
theory it is. Hope every1 give it view on what i have to say.There
are 5 parts together.
First: I have contribute so much for MC and also contribute so much
trouble for MC. This first point i would say and alway thinking how
come i do such a thing.First to RIP thing.
1) All because of me no1 has mood to play againist RIP- that i dun
denied about.
2) I create trouble after tat.
The reason i done so it only 2 point that make me do such a stuipit
thing is
a) At first they were ghost cheat first few rounds. That why i
throught they are cheater and very angry. This was in my mind even
after the match.
b) In rage of hot temper which tango say is totally true which i
can;t denied too.
Secondly: IRc thing. i believe i would not be so yaya untill like
that and say those sentence "WHich u are not fit to play with me or
watever".
About i challenge 9mm thing it totally true and the suitation is
like this and why i wnat to challenge him.
DO you all know what i was thinking before i set my mind to
challenge 9mm. Was to lost. But i know lost to him i can gain alot
of his skill which would help me to improve alot. I dunno what u
all think and this is what i throught about it when i challenge
him.
He told me he dun wants or he mean he dun like 1 v 1 challenge ,i
not sure but anyway and i respect him. And i nv challenge him again
or do anything.
I ask u all and why should i do that????
Thirdly: About SS thing. First i did told Topgun i will be helping
SS that is only for my bro squad and SS would naturely be our
invisible ally which is not offically one not like HELL is
offically one.
And if MCs would to force me to choose a choice between MC and SS
how do i make this choice.
One Is my bro one is my friends which i so happy to be together
with it.
Of course deeply sadly i would choose to help my bro. i ask u all
if u would to be me how would u all choose this painful
choice.
Fourth: Snowfest: i dunno why i can;t ask for a explaintion why
snowfest did that as it consider too directly to scold pple like
that. AND most IMPORTANTLY i nv have the aurthouriy to boot pple
out r and when say i boot him out of MC and "me boot out and
snowfest come back".
Quite stunting when i read the forum. This fourth reason really
lead to 5th point.
5) Rank seen to be making us look more not like friends clan cause
i jsut as a friend or teammate to ask snowfest for a simple reason
how come he do that is because i trying to help maintain MC
repuatation.
THe reason i want to do this is because i wanted to redeem my wrong
tat i had done.
Conclusion
What i have all done is for the sake of MC and i know i did gd and
bad too MC and tat what i dunno i was doing. Forgiven is one thing
i ask from u every1. I am feeling deeply very very sad that this
thing happen after RIp thing is cool down.
From now if i have a chance to be back with MC as the way before i
would be listening jsut order from captain. NOthing but order cause
i learn so much leessons that i have created.