1. i will take and pass out the personal letters i have written
to (i)my wife % (ii) my children. they will open only after i
am gone.
2. i will also pass on the diary & journals i kept
which details all that happened from my perspective. i keep a diary
that i jotted down our everyday lives and holidays/happenings we
experienced and also kept 2 journals for my children that
detailed their existence from the day we found out that they were
conceived to when they were about 2-3 years old. i never knew my
early childhood so i kept these journals so they will know theirs.
i only wish they can read my handwriting.
3. i will whip out the music folder which will contain the songs
to be played during my wake and pass it on to my wife or whoever
that is making my funeral prep. they should play this songs
on `repeat' mode. sorry, heavy metals are some featured songs.
4. have 3 simple meals, including prata, porridge, chee cheong
fun and economical bee hoon.
5. wake up early enough to catch my last sunrise. (hopefully it
is a clear day)
6. pass on my will to the executor.
7. call a couple of close friends and relatives to bid them
goodbye. tell janie had things been gone on differently, we
would have been together. but i guess our lives were mapped out
different. maybe next life....
8. have a quiet nite and fade away slowly &
peacefully..............
