i din want to live long as i was scared that i dun hv enough
money
so i always wish and pray that i will not live too long
my 'maker' told me i cannot hope and wish to die young
God will take care
our time and how long we live is determined by God
if I live long, God will take care of my needs
i also said i dun want any funeral
just cremate me straight away
no need any ceremony or service
because i dun want to see a service with not many people
attending
my 'maker' said the service/funeral is more for my loved
ones
they need that to have a closure
so i cannot selfishly say dun wan funeral...
dunno lah
i really dun like people to look at my face when i am
dead!!! Ugly!!!