Learn manual one. Pass already can drive manual or auto. One
stone kill two birds. 
manual transmission also not that hard. Just relax on the clutch,
feel the biting point, step accelarator gently, the car will be
moving slowly, just like riding a bicycle.
If engine stall, never mind cause not your car. Lift handbrake
handle, pressed clutch, move gear to neutral and start the engine
again.......
After awhile, you will get the hang of it. And i believe that you
dun even need to see the gearbox to see wat gear you're in.
Have some confidence on yourself 
Cheers, you have my support.
