Liking
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I've decided. I'm gonna continue liking you regardless whether you
would like me as well or not.
It may be just pure adoration, it could even be lust (even though i
do not think that's the light how i see u in). But don't you always
need a spark or something to start a penchant for someone?
It's unbelievable and hard to explain in words, but it seems that
this affection... the seed of love had been planted right when i
first met you...
I miss u. I'm thinking of u. Your every action seems to replay
itself in slow-mo on my mind. I like the way you smile, songs on
your lips. Your smile warms me up. I'm thinking about your boyish
demeanor, i enjoyed the peaceful easy-going calm I had with you
when we were together.
I have no confidence that i would be able to like you for long, for
there are so many possibilities in this fragile world of
temptations & twists, i dare not give you my promise.
Sometimes, the mere thot of u would make me very very happy. Yet
sometimes, i would feel very grieved. Reason being i'm not sure how
u would feel towards me if you knew, yet paradoxically, i can't let
you know.
Ah... such is one-sided love. Pained, complex, yet feeling blissed
at the same time.
To put it bluntly, how many couples in the world are actually
staying on together becos they're with the person they feel most
for? How many people in this world have never tasted love? Yet how
many more people are confused about this term call "love" and have
no inkling what it is all about? Hence, be glad even if you are
able to just meet that special someone you truly feel for. For not
everyone possess this lucky affinity.
I wish you... happiness sincerely.
