It seems to me that you enjoy guessing game, if you dare not to
ask direct to the girl then just enjoy. Your question has no fix
answer, everybody tells you how they react doesn't mean how she
react.
Is a girl simply tells you "please don't go" can make you guys
think so much" even she is your gf, you have hard time finding
every words she mean. She will never tell you the truth.
my 2 cents worth :
1) Just tell her you like her, if yes go on else remain as friend
and forget about after her.
2) If she likes you she will sense that you are after her (from
what you have worte) she is playing hard to get instead, is an
excuse for saying "bad experiance" from the pass (provided she was
rape). Else even you become her bf can you stand her for giving you
this excuse forever on everthing she refuse?
3) Help her to walk out from the bad experiance (if you think she
is still suffering) not give in to her.
4) If a girl tell you "don't go" and you can think so much why
don't you ask her "who is she" tell her " if you are my someone I
won't go" if she refuse you just go ahead with your study...
I think if a girl that stop me from anything that is good for my
future she is not a good gf or wife.
If a relationship can make you think so much, she is not the right
one.You want your whole life guessing?
She is yours is your, this is not chasing is torturing.
Told you in your other post "play hard to get", go check yourself 1
or 2 months ago, till now still the same.
Hope you understand what I mean.
no offence
good luck.