Well, work / money wise i've never really had any
problems...
but a few years ago, i felt like killing myself...
might sound stupid... but i realised that i couldn't talk to her
anymore...
i would go to school... and wish that a heavy truck would take me
down as i was walking near the road... coz my school was near an
industrial area.
i don't dare to kill myself, but i feel that if sumthing happens,
i'm in a way, happier.
i'm sitting here now, and thinking of that person... and i just
feel sad that i made stupid mistakes...
even once in a while, i just wait... waiting and hoping for a car
to smack me in the rear and send me flying from my bike...
i can't call her anymore... yet her phone number is still in my
head.
