most people with even the least of symptoms would deny
themselves. actually in illness, usually a huge blow like cancer or
even mental illnesses, people go through self denial, anger,
sadness, helplessness and finally acceptance. give yourself some
time. you OUGHT to seek professional help when you are ready.
HOWEVER, the denial of any illnesses can sometimes be a problem.
seek help and advice from your loved ones. they will give you ample
advice.
mentall illness is not siao or crazy, sometimes, its just harder to
maintain the normal functions which we usually do in life.