si mi si tch?
i know. sometimes want to let go, also tak gum guan, right? don't
let go, also like kena suffocated. but the deeper u get into it,
the harder to jump out hor.
anyways, i always feel that relationship should be a comfortable
one. if it caused too much anxiety and worries, then something is
wrong/missing. must get it off chest otherwise, u keep keep
ah....resentment sets in.
one day at a time lah, pitot and don't let it bother you too much.
it will be hard but enjoy other people also. like
us....kekekeke~~~~ friendships can be very therapeutic. watch
teebee. go for a swim, blah blah blah......
life is more than just erm.....cha bo....kekekeke~~~~maybe i talk
too much lah hor. pai seh hor. but a good looking chap like
you.....hey, come on....... 
thanks for the link i go check it out 