What is young? Am I too old to qualify?
Sure, when I was younger, I had questions like that.
Well now I can tell you why I do not want to die young... I want to
find myself.
I want to know me... I want to know what I am capable of
becoming...
I know I do not exist and finding me becomes even more
pertinent...
I want to know what I am doing here "if" "since" I do not
exist...
If I am dead, I might never know, I might never find out...
I "want to" know what real suffering is.... I "want to" know what
being tortured by an extremist is like...
I "want to" see what a ruined earth is... I "want to" experience
aging... I "want to" experience what it is like to suffer from a
degenerative disease...
I want to (no more " ) ") experience ecstasy when I am too old to
experience ecstasy...
Form is Emptiness and Emptiness is form... (Buddhist saying)
I know I am empty. I want to know "howwhywhatwhen" "Emptiness is
form..." or I would have become a monk in a monastery...
That you might have life and have it more abundantly (Christian
saying)
I know how Jesus (not the church!) gives people abundant life and I
want to know abundant life, otherwise I would have become a priest
in a church.
No, I don't want to die young... even if I no longer qualify.... I
want to "live"; experience life and I am all ready to experience
"death"... hahaha the ultimate experience of life.
