Things will change in my life definitely, if this happen to me.
For the better or not, it is not yet to be known. I will, of course
have the extra sympathy from the surrounding friends and relative,
but will my dignity sustain this shattering blow?
Of course, there are two roads to choose, the easier way for many
will be dealing the fatal blow to yourself, the harder one will be
continuing this hard life. But as I always believe, what doesn't
kills you will only make you stronger. I will pick up new
languages, I will learn to forsake my lust for woman appearances, I
will learn to "see" things from a different way.
Nonetheless, what I say here is only by theory, when it really
happens to me, the possibility of my thoughts will change, right
now, I do not have the capability to put myself in the shoe of
someone going through such an ordeal. But more or less I will say
no, I won't suicide, the main reason is stated above, the second on
will be that I do not have the courage end my life.
This is what I thought through whenever I asked myself the same
question, and this happens repeatedly whenever I am
bored.
