And silently hearing her whine everyday for 2 years about her
life would of course make me feel something.
And I'm sobbing terribly as I type this. And I cannot cry too loud.
My mother, if it were in the past, would come storming in and ask
me non-stop why I was crying. Now that I finally pointed out to her
dim mind that when she cried she also wont like me to even look at
her, let alone probe. But still, I'm not gonna cry too loud enough
for them to hear.
