All about my life, student, exams, changes

hudax1 SG

Hey,

For how long. I must keep upgrading. I only in Institute Technical Educations. I know there a path after this Polytechnic then Degree. Its like never ending upgrading.

I haven't found a job. My peers already looked have one. And I don't. I desperate. Its like controlling one feeling from mixing with girls to pursue and completed with highest performance in studies.

I realised most of my chatters are from Singapore not overseas. They talked to me. I see them in Singapore.

Why my heart feels like no one talked to me. Just leave me alone like a Cancer kids.

My cert is National. I don't know the cert is same as A, O, N, or Degree, or Master. I do know its National. I know the path after this is Polytechnic. Its never ending upgrade. I worried.

I face so much of life reality. Seeing bodies of death who died. Feeling of wanting girls, money, and family.

My exams is National ITE. I don't want to let it worries me. I know its will be tough, hard, difficult. Based on one things knowledge, theory, practical, Three Minds, Hearts,and Hands tune on.

I wish I can graduate faster. Its just that I needs to recover my life as great, wonderful, good life. Beside Studying.

Studying for four years straight. Its have been equip with money, and voices to accompany me

Regards Hudax

alveo SG

Too long; didn't read.

ITE = It's The End

Just joking.

I'm comparatively new to this forum but i think Aunt Agony is a better place.

That's life, isn't it? Ever wake up one morning, after a night of study or fun or whatever, and feel that it was completely meaningless?

Singapore culture says we study till we graduate, have a job, have kids, grow old, go for a few holidays when you are 40, get CPF, say hello to grandkids, die.

Religion might help, even if you don't believe in it.

Try doing something meaningful, like help someone. Feels good if you're a decent person.

hudax1 SG

That very true. Its the End.

dahliamorie SG

no it's not. don't say such things to yourself.

AndrewPKYap SG

You know Japanese cars? When they first came out everyone said that they were made of discarded coke cans...

That if you scrape off the paint, you can see 7-UP behind.

You know what happened?

The japs couldn't care less and improved their cars a little by a little.

After many years, there was a crisis in the European and American car industry.

The Japs' coke cans cars became so much better than the solid continental cars.

You see, while Japan kept on improving a little by a little, the continental manufacturers rested on their laurels.

You do not need to improve much, just a little at a time but as long as you keep on improving, your mother won't even recognize who you are... you would have become another person altogether...

All your friends in poly and JC now and never improve themselves, will have a "crisis" because you will be so much better than them...

Darkness_hacker99 SG

edited.

strado SG

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AndrewPKYap SG

It is OK. There are many people reading and someone might be helped if you give proper replies...

hudax1 SG

What replies you want me to give you? I will give as you asked. Perhaps something nice.

missqi SG

I think strado is right.