I do not exist - andrew pk yap

last SG · 2007-05-21T18:37:54+00:00

simple minded = ignorance ignorance = bliss... dont you think knowing the ultimate truth always hurts?

AndrewPKYap SG

I keep on changing
I grow old, for example
Can I just stay still
and not change my mind?

The thought in my head, "hold it"
"hold it, hold it, hold it..."
Damnit I said, hold it...
If my thoughts keep changing...

My body keeps changing
Can I Stop breathing and stop my heart beating?
Stay still, stop breathing and stop, my stupid heart, stop beating
for an hour or two, so I can be me, unchanging for an hour or two

so who the hell am I?
the me that existed just an hour ago was changing changing changing
the thoughts changed...
damnit, who the hell am I?

starblue SG

so….. is that like… a poem? a song? a rap? or just some bulls hit??

AndrewPKYap SG

not true meh? you are not changing all the time meh? if you are changing constantly, how? where, is the "you" that is "you"? when are you, you? the you now, is changing changing... how can you say that the you yesterday (had changed) is the you now and the you tomorrow (would have changed for sure)?

Rock^Star SG

You need a life. Get one. Laughing

Xtrider SG

Erm... we call it the 4th dimension...i.e time...

We always change in the 3 dimension so why not the 4th.. Rolling Eyes

missqi SG

Rolling Eyes

AndrewPKYap SG

hahaha to "get a life" you need to know what "life" is and how to "get it"... hahaha I think that people like me, that constantly asks this type of questions for myself, knows how to "get a life" better than most... Laughing

AndrewPKYap SG

You miss the whole point... it is not we change or not... but that if we keep on changing, then how can you say that you are you? "you" are constantly changing! The "you" that you pointed out to yourself and others have changed immediately after you pointed it pointed it out. Sure moment to moment the change is not drastic, but from the time you were young, it was very drastic....

so the best that anyone can say to another and himself is: "This is me, for now."

rane SG

Andrew, what made you wrote the above? Enjoy life and take things as it comes. I am going through bad patch but I keep telling myself to take things as it come. Perhaps, it is a good idea you go visit other planet and come back you are refreshed and . . . .. Smile

pervertboi SG

YOU are AndrewPKYap Laughing

AndrewPKYap SG

hahaha, I don't do illusions and delusions... they are the curse of mankind....

club18 SG

so very profound.. Laughing
let me answer it for u.
u are who u r.
u are who u wan to be.
u are who ppl look at u to be.
u are u.

get it?

AndrewPKYap SG

Sure, but AndrewPKYap is whom?

1+1=2

but if the 1s in 1+1 is changing all the time, 2 is not the same 2!

"you"=AndrewPKYap

but if "you" is changing all the time, AndrewPKYap is changing all the time...

sure, I am "me", for now... but I will for sure not be the "me", for now.

pervertboi SG

u got to stop drinking those kerosene so early evening Laughing

AndrewPKYap SG

for how long?

are u sure that the U that you see yourself is the u that others see you? are you sure that the u you want to be is u in reality? are you sure that the u people see is the same u?

But you take it that you are the same u and others that it that they are looking at the same u... you are not U! hahahaha Laughing

AndrewPKYap SG

who are you talking to? me? hey, I don't exists. Laughing

the me that you are referring to has changed!

Xtrider SG

Nono...u missed my point Laughing

Im trying to say that also..juz in a more scientific way...the 'you' 1 second ago is not the same 'you' because of the change in time.

for example, when u move an inch as compared to moving a kilometre can be compared as the time when u were a baby and now and a second ago and now...

ok analogy not tt great but yea i hope u get the pt... Wink

club18 SG

lol.. my point is,

u are who u think u are..

u are who others think u are..

u are u.

theres so many Us.
u are different to every1.
u are different to different friends, parents, etc..
ppl perceive u are who they feel u are..
u perceive urself to be who u think u are.
U are you.
Laughing

AndrewPKYap SG

hahaha "change in time" means what? Change exists and we use "time" to measure the change... time does not exists, so how can there be a "change in time"? There was a "change in me", if you like nut there could never be a "change in time" Laughing

AndrewPKYap SG

but if the me that I think is me, keeps changing, then what is the point of thinking about the "me" that is "me"? the "me" that is "me" does not exists the minute I decided that "me" is like this or like that... hahaha the "me" that I think I am, does not exists because the "me" that I think is "me" , hell, keeps on changing... Laughing