Commiting suicide is the dumbest solution to any problem. People
should always look on the bright side of life. So you are in a bad
shape now, but what makes you think you can't get out of it? And if
you can get out of it, don't you wanna live life and treasure it
more? Spent more time with your children, be a good son, be a
better friend, have an extraordinary career (doing what you love),
be a great lover and explore the world!! xD