I'm not a smoker, but I've tried before. I used to totally rule
myself out from it, but those last few days in camp before I ord, I
somehow had the urge to just join my friends a few times for
smoking breaks. Was thinking that it would be the only place and
time to do it, so why not experience it for the first and last time
haha before I returned to civilian world.
The numb and dizzy spell felt special, but I wasn't addicted la. My
lao jiao friends were saying this was normal for starters, and for
them they were immune to it. So I asked them why they still smoked
since it was of no difference to them, they had no answer to it
haha. Ok la these friends weren't actually influencing me, we
reached a consensus that it'd just be an experience for me, and I
got them to keep this to themselves. If this reached my family's or
gf's ears, I surely hong kan lol.
So far so good, haven't entered any mama shop to buy any packet
yet, haha.
