just came back from the airport... feeling damn sian now. four
days passed by so fast, and it's going to be back to talking over
the phone and over icq again... This dull, sub-surface ache in the
chest area is damn sickening... 
i just wish that there's something that I can do to get rid of this
feeling, other than
a) burying myself in work, or
b) digging my heart out to stop the pain
suggestions... anyone?