i rem 2 years ago, someone jumping down from the hdb block
outside my office. i didnlt see the ger jumping down but i went out
to run errands for my boss and happen to see lots of pple and the
police had surrounded the whole place. when i walk pass, i saw the
body lying on the floor with a white cloth covering over it. the
wind was blowing very strong at that time so i can actually the
legs clearly. she was wearing shorts at that time.. at the moment,
i feel sad for her.. i mean death and life is jus a few seconds
away. i wondered what on her mind when she jump down from the flat.
before i encountered this thing, i always think of ending my life
cos that time i was really in a mess and everything jus go
haywiire, my work, realtionship and my finance. but after seeing
that ger who committed suicide, i nv tik of dying anymore.. it
rreally freaks me out.. the image is still stuck in my mind till
now.. i expect this to be appear in the news or newspaper but
apparently it did not.. now when i pass by the place, it still give
me the chill and seriously, i felt really sorry for the ger.. so
now when anyone tik of dying, i will tried my best to help them cos
i don wan to see any tragic thing happen again..
