OKay. i try to give very simplified version.
She is from a very strict family.
religious.
we chatted alot when we first knew each other..
she just got dumped by her bf. And she did alot of stupid stuff to
try to save the relationship. really stupid 
I was there all the time. silently supporting her. she knew
it.
But however, 2 yrs gone.. we were just on and off..
we tried to turn if from platonic to romantic. it just couldnt work
out.
Because of her? me?
i dunno.
whenever she cant forget him, i get the call.
whenever she is stressed up, i get the call.
whenever i call her? i get no response.
wad am i?
to me honestly, i was nowhere in her heart.
she just have other "hot" "cute" guys around her.
It hurts whenever she tells me about how she dates some other guy
in JC.
but every single time it failed.. she came back to me.
den we wld go all over again.
this sucks.
edit: for those who wan to say puppy love or wadever.. save
it.
i am fully sure that the both of us are well above that stuff.
