Okk.
*takes deep breath*
it's not impossible to teach yourself how to play the piano.
i know of alot of people who were self-taught and play like
professionals... except it would be perfect if you can receive
professional coaching, since playing the piano involves techniques
in order to bring the most out of the instrument. It's not like a
keyboard where you press here press there also not much difference
in sound.
Let me look around and think around how you can learn to read the
notes on your own k? 
