i also dunno.......... i want to believe that i have a 'mission'
to fulfill, and i want to be 'imparting' rather than just doing a
job........... then that will give meaning to my life.......
but right now i am worrying about so many other things.........
like powerpoint, students' notes, my own
preparations........whether explanation clear or not.........
whether students/school accept me or not............ sigh...
