hannor hannor. but its hard to find tat someone close to that
again. i think i kind of waited 4 years for it... and im not sure
if it's the right one, and the one tat can really make me commit.
i also think, maybe i can be independent bah. but if i put tat as a
basis of any relationship, i also dun think im being fair if
someone decides to be with me for life.... i had once and on
hindsight, i also thought it maybe a bit too heavy a burden, even
though i'll noe i can see it thru, but it's gonna be a long ride
down the road. 
