its ok. i cldnt think well just now too. my bioclock can never
adjust back. maybe cos my mind is constantly reminded of the
current time. at most i just make sure my body gets enough rest
anyway lor.
cannot go back de lah. they give priority to sec 4's, those who
never had a chance at jc education. i had my chance. by the time
they fill them up, appeal cases included, no space liao. plus now
they have thru train.
and dun think i can go study full-time. need income. but i dunno.
at the end of 2 years' work experience, i may go sign up some
course somewhere.
i dun have a direction, i rely on intuition or someone close must
guide me. somehow i plan far ahead, but always try to remain
flexible. i'm still a free agent, can be anything, can be anywhere
tat kind. wonder how long can this youth last. 
