I think many ppl here cares abt u so just take some time to
listen to wat they say.
Humans cannot live alone for long. We need to socialise to be
mentally healthy. Different ppl different style. Many habits, many
thoughts but all we need is tame our own mind n all becomes clear.
U have the energy but it's running around like a crazy elephant
trampling all the houses in the village. Tame this beast n everyone
u see is suddenly not so difficult to tolerate.
Why. Questions we all ask but few seek the answers. For one at ur
age to be thinking so much. Questions r there for us to learn. We
have problems becos of ego, pride, anger and so on. All this can be
prevented by taming our wild elephant. N when it is tamed, we can
see things much clearer.
We fight, argue, cheat, covet etc becos of ignorance. Unknowingly
creating great harm to others. We think money means happiness but
it is not true happiness. Only when we have contentment n remove
much of our wrong views then can we even begin to experince
happiness. But it's such a tough road dat few really attempt.
We do not touch others becos we know dat it is wrong. We ourselves
know dat our mind is not pure when we purposely touch for eg a lady
on her breast. They won't die but it insults them when it's
uninvited. Since we agree dat men n women r 2 separate entities,
there will be different rules then. We cannot punish a child the
way we punish an adult right. There will be differences.
So much frustration with no outlet. An interesting mind with so
much energy but untamed.