It's not easy to just let go,
I feel like I'm falling, but I don't hit the ground
with the weight of my soul pulling me down
and I look at all of them looking at me, pointing, laughing,
reading the manuals and scripts about my mediocre life.
do you also think that this is absurd?
yes?
I know i sound like a guy that's going to die later in the
night
I'm sorry for putting my worries on you readers,
but I have to let some of my worries on someone,
because the acid is beginning to churn at my pale skin that has
done nothing for me but bring more anguish and pain
maybe i just need someone to tell me
"Shhhhhhhh,
ittle boy ,strange boy ,sick boy ,god's toy
Just close your eyes,
Try one more time
And everything
Everything, will be ok...."
