Dear Diary,
Relationship problems surround me. No, not mine, just seems like
everyone else's.
Thank goodness I know of couples that are truly happy. Or rather
they seem truly happy, because no one else really knows whether
they are except themselves right?
My faith that I will eventually be happy as part of a couple is
waning. You know me well, dear diary, that while I am idealistic
especially when it comes to love and all that bullsh[/i]it, I'm not
deluded. True love CAN be found, and I've experienced it! So why
not again? And anyway I'm not really worried about myself, but the
amount of relationship problems that blow my way from other people
worries me, alot.
It worries me such that I'm now a little unsure of the faith I have
in, I dunno, love? people? singaporeans? girls? (I am still
heterosexual, as of now). Tell me, you've been written in so many
times by distraught couples, what is your take on it? Has things
just somehow gotten worse? Or that for decades, humans have always
made "mistakes" when it came to relationships and it's only now
that I've realised?
Nope, I still think despite all the seeming sorrow couples seem to
go through, hope is still big, bright and shining within me. Help
me to keep that hope alive. Also, help me to help instill this hope
in my fellow humans that I so give a sh[/i]it about.