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timbernood SG

what is it with me and christians?????

what the hell do I not see or DO! When I am at the receiving end of shit, I have to call it a spritiual attack to stengthen me but when the tables are turn, I am unfaithful.

If god is really who he claims he is, y the need for this "spritiual attacks"? He shd be able to read us inside out.

Hell, if he is really who he claim to be he got to bloody do much more. It doesnt impress ME! NO fucking way.

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After all the years of faith, I have enough. I had it!!! HELL

NeonTetra SG

eerr….please do not blaspheme against God

skeujin SG

relax dude. find peace within yrslf n ther shall u find him.

skeujin SG

One night in deepest sleep, I dreamed,
Upon the beach I walked.
The Lord was by my side each step
As quietly we talked.

Then on the sky my life appeared;
Each chapter was serene.
Two sets of footprints in the sand
I saw in every scene.

And then I noticed in some parts
Of discontent and strife,
Just a single pair of footprints
In the worst times of my life.

"Lord you said you'd walk by me
In good times and in bad...
Why then weren't you with me
When you knew my life was sad?"

"My dearest child," God whispered,
When you suffered then, I knew;
the single pair of footprints
Were those times I carried you."

SingaporeTyrannosaur SG

Ah yes, another person being sold out and spindled by the enemy…

the Bear SG

what pitiful little you have felt is NOTHING when Jesus faced His agony in the Garden...

and His time in the desert..

for that little bit of agony, you would face eternal agony just to curse God?

stupid stupid stupid...

you are weak and faithless...

put a pebble in your path and you fall, scratching yourself slightly and you REFUSE TO GET UP?

no one owes you.. it is said that you must do your part...

well, DO IT, GET UP AND STOP WITH YOUR PATHETIC SELF-PITY.. otherwise, you are just a weak and helpless soul, so easily won by the Dark One....

but then, maybe you want to fail.. you need to fail.. because you are too afraid to succeed...

whatever... your life, your decisions... God gave you FREE WILL.. yet you do not use it, and rail against Him..

surprise everyone... do the right thing..

timbernood SG

I have been looking for this forum for a while since I posted that.

I am truly sorry for thing things I have written. I was feeling hurtful and was pretty drunk when I was writing it.

I apologize. Sad

The problem with me is that I often see too many "Christians" in my church whom are really "2 face".

I mean they can be really holy in church leaders and stuff but they rarely show such faith in dealing with others whom ain't as "holy" as them and showing an "air" of superiority because others ain't christians.

How this relate to my outburst is that sometimes I feel that SOME christians sometimes feel that they are superior because they are Christians.

This has cause a major strain in my relationship which lead to what had happened.

But No Matter what, it was still uncalled for an I take responsiblity in my actions. I truely am sorry for posting such an unsightly post.

timbernood SG

thanks for sharing this.

This is really meaningful.

[email protected] SG

no worries dude, everyone does something stupid or wrong when they aren't thinking right. whats impt is that u recognise that it was wrong afterwards when u've cleared your mind. take care right?
Very Happy

sillyme SG

hey, don't let how other's treatment affect your relationship with God Smile

Man may fail, God doesn't

timbernood SG

thanks Very Happy

Chin Eng SG

Very Happy I am deeply touched by your note. Unlike many of the hardheaded individuals in the various forums, you realised your mistake and apologised. That speaks a lot about you....

I have been a Christian for more than 20 years and had experienced many incidences in church that makes me wonder why I am there. I have always maintained that the place where one finds the most politics is in a religious organisation.

Razz Have I given up the fight? Most definitely no! There is plenty of work to be done. Don't give up.... Our God did not give us up....

timbernood SG

thank you. I appreciate it.

From this incidient and support from these forums, I learn that there are always good and bad, right and wrong. Yeah, if there ain't any "bad" or "wrong" in this world, Jesus wouldn't have to come and die on the cross for us.

I think you are right, God never gave up on me when I strayed. I think I shouldn't give up too.

thanks Smile

Danisdead101times SG

Rolling Eyes