I want to admit.
Once upon a time, in a land far far away.
About 8 years ago,
I committed a crime.
This crime has haunted me all these years. It made me feel
heavy-hearted. It made me change as a person.
A few times in my mind I wanted to tell everyone of what I did. I
want to just let everybody know and stop keeping it in my heart.
Stop pretending.
I had also wanted to surrender to police. At most, it will go to
jail. I will clear my conscience. But I always decided not to when
I thought about it.
I even thought of something called.....issit expiry date? I hope my
crime will expire soon. I mean, in the future after some time it
will not be prosecutable.
But still, if anybody finds out, I don't know what will happen with
my life. Maybe I will have a huge relief, see the sky the colour
more blue, see the flowers like they bloom bigger. Or maybe I will
be living with a stigma, walking in darkness for the rest of my
life. Who knows.
I really regret it.....
I didnt want to do it......
It was the situation....and I just agreed with it......I wish I
could change it....
