today 2 of my microbio prac grp members told me something which
made me laugh. my microbio grp consisted of me,the 2 members and an
indian girl.
they asked the indian girl whether she had any problems doing the
molecular genetics practicals ( i am doing the genetic prac with
the indian girl ,she said there is no problems.
so i told her why the girl didnt complain, simple, i did most of
the datasheets.or shld i say, most parts.
then during the pracs, i voluntarily did most of the work too, like
pipetting liquids,etc. why ? why i so free volunteer myself to do
everything ? simple. there is a very gentle way to pipette liquids
which also ensures that the volume is accurate w/o air
bubbles
after pressing the knob to pump out the air, the lowers it into the
liquid and lets it 'pop' back up, very quickly sucking up the
liquid.
fine when u are pipetting a small amount from a big tank of
reagents.
but when u are working in microlitres, then god bless you.
so alot of times i simply take the effort to do everything or most
of the things. and she simply plays with her phone when lecturer is
briefing or doing prac halfway.
somemore she forward modules 1 ends up some of the techniques i
know better than her. now...who is the one fowarding modules ?
hmm...not sure.
then today during briefing, she was happily chit-chatting with her
friends and i happened to sit a short distance infront of her and i
heard her calling me names like moron etc.
i didnt bother, because i know she's like this, as long as i dont
screw up,i am happy.
usually we have to come back to the labs the next day or over the
weekend to check results and she frequently fails to turn up and
it's my grp who is getting the blame. tried as we might to remind
her, sms her. occasionally turn up.
once for my mol gene prac ( i am doing it with her,2 of us) then on
monday i went to check results, she didnt come though she attended
the previous lesson. then i passed her the results and she asked me
how to write and i told her. i mean results damn easy to do.
tabulate that's it. ok fine. then she emails it to me.
like so simple loh.
another time i did my part of the datasheet and asked her to print
it out when she has completed her part, then ends up, on that day,
didnt bring or havent do finish, so she handed up on monday.
honestly now i feel like doing the prac alone, i dont mind if she
sits at 1 corner calling me moron or smsing away, as long as i do
it alone, because when i screw up, i can blame myself and i take
the consequences. not when someone more senior than me, dunno how
to do, screw up, i have to settle.
for an assignment, i tried to find grps to join then end up i ask
her whether she wanna do with me (at first she still think it's
solo assignment) then 1 day she told me she wanna do with her
friends of another class( it was allowed anyway) so she is ditching
me lah.
i felt sort of betrayed loh.
then tmr at 8, i got a lesson, i expected to be scolded by the
lecturer because of this assignment shit because i told the
lecturer that i am unable to do it.
i wanted to sleep at first but this matter had bothered me for
sometime so even though tmr i got class at 8, still come and post.
otherwise cannot sleep.
sigh....
