I found dis forum & was struck by e words in e oni thread
eva posted here...I noticed it's dedicated to a person named
Sweetpea, so I dun think dis forum is related to e Cult by e same
name...
Just wanted to sneak in a word of encouragement...

"The hardest of all is learning to be
a well of affection, and not a fountain; to show them we love them
not when we feel like it, but when they do." 