Well lord nuclear, in all frankness, i could only suggest that
you should really think hard and decide what you want to do now
that you realise that your peers are way ahead of you in building a
life for themselves.
Would you want to take the same paths that they have chosen ? A
diploma course ? A career with cisco or the army ? Is the path that
you have taken something that you believe that is worth all the
trouble and worth your energy ? Would you become a stronger,
smarter and more experienced person out of this ?
I was preparing to plan out for my life, ever since i went into a
polytechnic course i didn't like. And i even decided that even if i
failed my course (Use your 'O' levels as a stepping stone) , i
would use my 'O' levels as a stepping stone and build my life from
there and perhaps go back to poly to take another course i
want.
The good thing is that i graduated from my course and i am now
destressing myself and enjoying the small beautiful details of
life.
Lord nuclear, i hope that you would find your own inspiration to
build your life and make good of all the experiences that you had
and will come across. Remember as long as you live and breathe, you
would always stand a chance.