i know this guy 4 years ago. he was my tuition classmate. we
were not really closed. there were once after one year of knowing
each other, he sent a sms which was a bit strange to me. he asked
me whether i had a picture of loving couple in my handphones or not
n asked me to sent it to him for his friend wanted it. so i sent to
him n he sent me back a pic of loving couple which is diifferent
from mine. i was wondering what he was trying to say. then he wrote
a long sms about telling me long grandmother story n at the last
sentence he said he liked me. i was stunt at that moment. i
remembered i was having tuition with my cousin at that time. i
couldnt concentrate at all. i didnt know what to say. n i couldnt
ask my cousin opinion 4 she got big mouth n will tell my mom
probably. but i received the secong which say i was just joking. so
all my nervousness low down. the next day, he sms me by saying now
it is true, i like you. oh, it is my first experience, i feel so
happy. at least somebody like me although i didnt like him at all.
instead of rejecting or accepting him, i just ignored him. he
thought that i accepted him. i started to hate him n avoided him.
he was actually quite good to me. he took care of me. when there
was a break or he purposely requested for break during tuition, he
would go out n took cold drink 4 me. but, there was once i was so
sick, he asked me whether i was ok n gave me warm water. but just
that i didnt like him always stick to me. now, i was still single n
very lonely, while all my friends have their own love story. i
sometimes feel very jealous. is this a punishment 4 ignoring
him?
can give me opinion after you have read this long story of mine?
