I like myself all the while, its only when i get into depression
abt 3 yrs ago that i started hating everything and myself. I became
violent, want to hit/beat everyone I see. After that period, i
settled myself (but depression still there) until mid 2004 I 'saw'
something in my mind (its like flashback to the time before i get
into depression to what happened during i was in depression) that
lasted for abt a year (around mid 2005). I no longer saw the
flashback and i became much better emotionally.
The only thing thats troubling me now is i put on 20kg of weight,
got to lose it my first time being overweight.. 
