well, firstly, i really hate being a guy more than anything. i
just really hate everything about it.
and apart from that extreme, i really want to be a girl as
well.
and when i actually did go out as a girl, i really loved it.
everything just seemed to fall into place and it was totally unlike
my life as a guy. as a guy...well, i hated for people to have to
see me as a guy, so i usually isolated myself from people. hated
being referred to as 'he' too, and i loved being called
'she'.
oh, and hate all the stupid male stuff, inculding all the damn
bloody hair growing all over, caused by testerone. yea, i've been
on female hormones for about half a year and i feel much better on
them. but if you just tried them you'd probably be crying all over
the changes, like i cry all over the male changes in my body.
PS: nothing to do with NS. if girls had to serve NS, i'd still do
this anyway.